Tuesday, March 22, 2011

A Gift of Love - MLK

No gift for you, faggot.

Fuck you.

You are the single biggest faggot I have ever met in my life. Why do you feel it necessary to go around and talk shit to all of my friends? Do you genuinely think it will benefit them in some way? Where do you get off in even thinking that my closest friends are the best ones to bitch to about me, the person who has their respect? Are you not quite fucking there?

The world isn't a fair place, and I know that better than anyone else. I know that if I pick fights with the wrong people I will lose, but some fights are worth fighting even if you do lose. Luckily for me, this is one fight I. Will. Not. Lose.

I hate getting caught up in drama, but this is just unavoidable with a person like you, isn't it? I want you to actually look back onto what I did to you prior to all of this? I did a fuckload to you, just in the form of nice things, like... I don't know... Shouting food for you? Shouting drinks for you? Talking to you when you need it the most? Chilling out? Now my question is.... Out of the above things, what warrants such hatred towards me? Best answer that question ASAP mate....

Monday, March 21, 2011

You are a fucking idiot...

Man, I really hope one day you realize what a faggot you are, it may be the only logical thought that has been in your head over the past 16 fucking years. You talk so much shit it ain't good for you, should go to a doctor and get it checked out. So many lies and shit, makes me sick... maybe I should be the one going to the doctor. Smarten the fuck up.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

IOPPP

hope everyone went well on their IOP's! I have heard generally good feedback :) that is good :) I still have to stress until 9:00 on friday morning..... the apocalypse is coming. But group 4 project tomorrow! should be a pretty breezy day just chilling and doing an experiment with a group of awesome people (you know who you are ^.^) Hope IOP goes to plan though, gotta start getting good at it. I suppose i have an advantage, as Anna pointed out, in that I am used to speaking in front of groups of people :)

HELEN TAUGHT ME A NEW CANTO PHRASE THAT ISNT OFFENSIVE! :D, you will hear me yelling it at school dont worry. Life hasn't been to bad lately, im enjoying this somewhat :)

REALLY COOL SONG:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZK4Yr7D1os (I have it listed as Azzido Da Bass, but youtube has different thoughts >.>)

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Awesome songs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hii17sjSwfA

Eye on the TV
Cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever flavor
It happens to be

Like:
"Killed by the husband"
"Drowned by the ocean"
"Shot by his own son"
"She used a poison in his tea
And kissed him goodbye"
That's my kind of story.
It's no fun 'til someone dies

Don't look at me like
I am a monster
Frown out your one face
But with the other
Stare like a junkie
Into the TV
Stare like a zombie
While the mother holds her child,
Watches him die
Hands to the sky crying,
"Why, oh why!"

Cause I need to watch things die
From a distance
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.

Why can't we just admit it?
Why can't we just admit it?
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
Neither the brave nor bold
Will write as the stories told
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'

I need to watch things die
From a good safe distance
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so
Why can't we just admit it

Blood like rain, come down
Drum on grave and ground

Part vampire
Part warrior
Carnivore and voyeur
Stare at the transmitter
Synched to the death rattle...

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie (x4)

Credulous at best your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men
Pull your head on out
Your hippy beliefs and give a listen
Shouldn't have to say it all again

The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive
So it is, so it's always been...

We all feed on tragedy
It's like blood to a vampire

Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
Much better you than I.




Trippy as song, it is all weird with it's time signatures and such. Incorporating Fibonacci's sequence in the syllable's


This video explains it a little better: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wS7CZIJVxFY

Black then white are all i see in my infancy.
Red & yellow then came to be, reaching out to me,
Lets me see.
As below, so above & beyond, i imagine.
Drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities & i must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all i see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me,
Lets me see there is so much more &
Beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities.
As below, so above and beyond, i imagine.
Drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment, urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to,
I embrace my desire to,
Feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside & weep like a widow
To feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty,
To bathe in the fountain,
To swing on the spiral,
To swing on the spiral,
To swing on the spiral of our divinity & still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground i move myself between the sounds & open wide to suck it in.
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up & reaching out.
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
What ever will bewilder me.
& following our will & wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end & may just go where no one's been.
Spiral out. keep going.
Spiral out. keep going.
Spiral out. keep going.
Spiral out. keep going.




Re-starting.... again

Wow, I'm really quite inconsistent with my blogging aren't I ;D 
....
Now I don't really know what to talk about.....

FRIDAY I HAVE MY IOP OMFGOMFGOMFGOMFG I'm so screwed......... Oh wells, GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WITH THEIR IOP THIS WEEK ;D

I have only like just finished off my script and I'm starting to build on it and such, but also cut down on the amount of words. I'm really worried about it, i know im going to screw it up.... and then i have chem IA on Tuesday D: there is way too much work to do. Let alone the fact that we have anticipated exams in less than 40 days :L

Then on the weekends i wake up at like 12:00 pm, which means i have lost half my day! which means i don't have much time to actually do work! D: 

Then to top it off i have some issues with some friends from outside of school, which is taking its toll :L and then i have to look out for jaypiii, cause he is a mad guy :). much love broskies. 

so yeah... life is being normal i suppose. gotta start my diet again, gotta start working out again, gotta learn how to do roundhouse kicks :D 

I better go and do this Chem IA D:

Much love kiddo's

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Fresh Start

Herro there!

After a recent health scare I'm starting to view life in a different manner, so I will most likely be a happier person in general =D. Lately I've been a bit of an idiot (truly an idiot, if you ask maggie) and have done some pretty stupid things, but that's all gonna change, so don't worry.

So holidays started last friday, and they have been pretty laid back for me. I have to do IOP, Chem IA, Mandarin study and study for Psych exams... Probably not going to get it done, but screw that I'll try my best.... Don't really know what else to talk about... maybe i will come up with more stuff to talk about laterss

Until then, Laterss

- Fletch~

oh btw, thanks maggie, elaine, aaron, johnsonnn, andre, anna, hoa, mark, christine, alexx, nelson and cindy, you guys are the coolest XD much loveee~